Bravo‘s The Actual Housewives of Salt Lake Metropolis had one in every of actuality TV‘s most uncooked and emotional scenes.
All through RHOSLC Season 5, Mary Cosby has expressed concern over her son Robert Jr. Viewers have been given clues that one thing is occurring with Cosby’s son, and the episode that aired Wednesday, November 27, lastly cleared issues up.
“Robert was like, the right youngster,” Cosby says in her confessional. “He was excellent at school, he received straight A’s all the best way up till he graduated. When he set his thoughts to do one thing, he did it. He was like our prize — very good, very superior. That’s the Robert I do know. And that’s the Robert I’m making an attempt to achieve.”
In a dialog along with her son, Cosby asks him to be actual along with her and inform her what’s going on with him, and he confesses to taking Xanax. Because the dialog continued, Robert Jr. says he takes Xanax to “chill me out” after which takes Adderall “to stability out the Xanax.”
Cosby asks Robert Jr. if he sees what he’s doing as an issue or if he’s sad, to which he says, “Generally I really feel life is like simply hen unseasoned. However after I get excessive, it’s like including seasoning to it.”
Robert Jr. confessed to having began on the age of 16, and after going to a celebration, somebody gave him a Xanax, and he began with different substances like acid, “Molly,” and cocaine.
“I received’t decide you,” Cosby stated as she began to interrupt down in tears. “I can try to enable you to however it’s a must to assist your self as a result of I’m not going to assist it.”
In her confessional for the present, Cosby stated she felt disenchanted in herself, including, “I really feel like I let him down someplace. I’m very conscious and I do know that Robert did smoke week. I do know that he would eat edibles. However but, I trusted him in my thoughts pondering that’s the place he would cease. And I used to be clearly mistaken. I imply clearly mistaken. I missed the mark.”
Speaking to her son, Cosby tells him that he’s blessed to get up every day and shouldn’t waste it on getting excessive.
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“You understand how many individuals didn’t get up at present?” Cosby says. “You’ll die.”
Robert Jr. tells his mother that he “needed to die on the time,” including, “I simply felt like a stain. I simply felt like this world wasn’t for me.”
“If one thing each occurred to you, do you perceive what would occur to me?” Cosby tells her son.
“You’re the one cause I didn’t kill myself,” Robert Jr. tells Cosby, who then tells him, “You must know I like you greater than something, greater than something on this world. I believe I like you greater than dad — don’t ever inform I stated that. However you’re my pal, you’re my son, you’re my present. God gave you to me. You’re the one factor that ever made me completely satisfied. Earlier than I had you I used to be by no means completely satisfied. You got here, and also you have been so actual. You was all the things I hoped her in an individual.”
“I simply barely began being completely satisfied once more,” Robert Jr. stated with tears in his eyes.
Cosby requested Robert Jr. to “acknowledge, personal, and alter” issues as a result of he was nonetheless capable of.
In case you or anybody you understand is having ideas of suicide, name or textual content 988 to achieve the Nationwide Suicide Prevention Lifeline.